I used to feel good on a stage. I felt I could fly, and seize the day.
I didn't worry about the people, I channeled the music and wasn't effected by ego.
Now, I see things in a different light. I remember the day I knew I did not want to fight.
I knew I didn't want to be on a stage. I wanted to follow my heart and gracefully age.
I have nothing left to prove. Another word for freedom, is nothing left to loose.
Now, I want to climb the mountain. I want to bask in sunlight and drink the living water fountain.
Now, I am WIDE AWAKE. I have nothing left to pretend or be fake.
I have no stamina to impress the hungry ghosts. no desire to compete, besides, I'm different than most.
I only want to surrender to "God". I want to help people find peace, and break through the odds.
I find that my passion has shifted. Alone out at sea and the motivation has drifted.
I've floated off to a desert Island. Here, I can rest and prepare for my treck to the highland.
And as I make my way to the top, I will encourage others to keep going, Don't stop.
This path not everyone will understand, but that's ok, I've seen the promise land.
Now, I will swim with different fishes. I will heal broken hearts and grant lots of wishes.
I forever leave the flash behind. The tape is old, nothing left to rewind.
I don't have to deal with attitudes of those sleeping, I can transfer my pain and help those left weeping.
You can save the lights, camera, action for divas. I'm content seeking truth and waiting for Shiva.
As I turn around to look one more time, I seal the memories with a kiss and release them from mind.
Onward I go, one foot in front of the other. Now, I bless you with LOVE, as a modern Divine Mother.